Kids

i know what you mean. i'd convinced myself that i never wanted to get married or have kids, but i think it was all part of convincing myself that it didn't matter if i never found someone. and now i have found someone. and when he tells me what a good mommy i'm going to make -- someday, not now, not til things are settled and i've learned to be a good mommy to myself, too -- it's one of the most beautiful things i've ever heard. until then, i'm just hoping all my friends and family members have lots of babies so i can borrow them. :)