a needle to dull the pain.

I enjoyed high school.� I was the outcast photographer nerd.� In every year except my senior year, I was openly shunned by everyone except for a one close friend and a few others... all outcasts and nerds in their own right.� I was immature and misunderstood... but I wasn't seeking the acceptance of my peers.� Sure, it might have been better as part of the 'in' crowd, but they were all pathetic and sad.

i dunno, high school seemed like a funny time to me. it was always more clear in retrospect, the people seemed far more fake and one-dimensional when you weren't in the environment, the problems seemed less intense and less real later on, all the things that i worried about in high school never came true, most of the people from high school aren't around now (with the exception of odoitau and kiku)

it will be alright, zil. things have a way of working in cycles, low now, high later. *hugs*