it was hard, after recent events, to trust people, but what was even harder was to keep trusting people I had trusted previously. some people I'll never trust again and I trusted them the most... its funny how the ones I should have loved the most are the ones who hurt me the most. so I've constructed my own family out of friends of my own choosing. ... most of my extended family doesn't realize that I don't even consider them to exsist anymore...
just wanted you to know, bro, that you were one of the ones that I didn't think twice about continuing to trust. it seemed silly to not. :-)