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«Talcott» I don't understand it either... (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:50am) «zil» I used to, but its easier if I just sit there and cry. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:51am) «zil» I used to think that someone would come and save me. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:51am) «zil» when I was younger. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:51am) «Talcott» *morehugs* He is wrong abotu you. I know you know that, but I just want to restate it. He's completly wrong about you (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:52am) «danced with Lazlo» zil, do you fight back? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:52am) «danced with Lazlo» do you call him an asshole? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:52am) «zil» but now I have somewhere to go. I don't need to be saved... I can do it myself. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:52am) «danced with Lazlo» do you tell him that he's a terrible father and doesn't deserve to live? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:52am) «zil» yeah I do. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:53am) «danced with Lazlo» and then walk out and never come back? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:53am) «danced with Lazlo» he doesn't deserve you. You should deprive him of your light. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:53am) «zil» and I mentioned that I'm going to put him the fucking worst retierment home I can find preferably one that beats the old people and puts them in closets. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:53am) «danced with Lazlo» permanently (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:53am) «zil» I hit him back once. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:54am) «danced with Lazlo» on a lighter note, Gen.Brooks confirmed that several Iraqi missiles breached a 150km limit, imposed on Iraq by UNSC, as some of them went into the north Arabian Gulf, which is 190km. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:54am) «Talcott» Zilpha, all your stuff is still boxed, right? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:55am) «zil» there is one thing though about my moving. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:55am) «danced with Lazlo» yes? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:55am) «Talcott» what's that? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:55am) «zil» ... I have given my word to do this play... designing the set supervising the building, painting and then stage managing it... I don't want to back out. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:56am) «Talcott» how far away is your sister's place? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:56am) «zil» 3 hours. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:56am) «Talcott» Could you just come in and supervise on the weekends? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:57am) «Talcott» Or, do you have any friends (or relatives, or anyone) aroudn there you could stay with for however long the play lasts? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:57am) «zil» they want me to be involved with every aspect of the show. hell I have to help out with auditions all this week. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:58am) «danced with Lazlo» Zilpha, when it comes down to it, you almost always have to make a choice (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:58am) «danced with Lazlo» what is more important right now? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:58am) «zil» maybe... I'll have to convert to catholisism... (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:58am) «Talcott» convert? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:59am) «danced with Lazlo» i would, of course, encourage you to find some way to do the play and get away from your father at the same time (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:59am) «danced with Lazlo» but do not do the play at the expense of leaving (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:59am) «danced with Lazlo» you *have* to leave completely. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:59am) «danced with Lazlo» This isn't like quitting smoking. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:59am) «danced with Lazlo» You have to make a clean break. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:59am) «zil» the play doesn't finish til the end of june... (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:59am) «Talcott» Gella's right. You need to go. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 10:59am) «zil» but what if he starts in on the others because I go? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:00am) «danced with Lazlo» then you help them if they want to be helped (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:01am) «danced with Lazlo» but you can't do that from where you are now (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:01am) «danced with Lazlo» if you leave you can provide a source of supoprt from the outside (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:02am) «zil» I'm not usually good at suport at all. and we don't really talk about things like that at my house. I don't think they think its that wrong. I mean my mom does but the siblings dont really. I'm a bad person after all. and I have mental ilness because I'm- (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:04am) «zil» a bad chistian. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:04am) «zil» christian. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:04am) «danced with Lazlo» My sister decided that it was not her place to make any sort of change in my family. She felt that as the child it was not her place. She waited until college. She expected me to do the same. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:04am) «zil» not that I'm christian at all, but this is how they see it. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:04am) «danced with Lazlo» she didn't give me any help or support (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:04am) «danced with Lazlo» i made waves on my own. I changed my situation. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:05am) «danced with Lazlo» Afterwards, my sister scolded me, saying I should have waited until college to leave (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:05am) «danced with Lazlo» if she'd provided even the tiniest bit of moral support, it would have been so much easier (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:05am) «danced with Lazlo» she was beaten... literally and figuratively (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:06am) «zil» I dont think they are really in danger anyway. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:06am) «zil» my siblings. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:06am) «danced with Lazlo» you have to not be beaten. You have to win. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:06am) «zil» I'm the only one that is catagorized as an aboniation. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:06am) «zil» *m (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:07am) «danced with Lazlo» so then you don't have to worry about them (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:07am) «zil» I guess not... (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:07am) «danced with Lazlo» Zil, once you leave, you don't have to worry about being a bad daughter anymore. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:07am) «danced with Lazlo» You don't have to think about being called an abomination (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:07am) «zil» I'll always be the bad one. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:08am) «danced with Lazlo» No you won't. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:08am) «danced with Lazlo» Because THEY WILL NOT MATTER (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:08am) «danced with Lazlo» They already don't matter (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:08am) «danced with Lazlo» you just have to REMOVE YOURSELF (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:08am) «Gordondon son of Ethelred» They never mattered (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:08am) «danced with Lazlo» then they don't even have to exist anymore (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:08am) «danced with Lazlo» and you won't be the bad one, you will just be you (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:09am) «danced with Lazlo» Zilpha (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:09am) «danced with Lazlo» Fruhead (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:09am) «danced with Lazlo» with lots and lots of friends (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:09am) «danced with Lazlo» and no parents. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:09am) «zil» *nods* (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:09am) «zil» brb (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:09am) «Talcott» I'll brb too (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:10am) «Talcott» or I won't (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:11am) «danced with Lazlo» you won't? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:12am) «Talcott» erm, I'll be back now I mean (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:12am) «danced with Lazlo» well, that was rb (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:12am) «zil» its embarassing to throw up in the library trash can. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:12am) «Talcott» *hugs* (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:12am) «danced with Lazlo» zil, why are you throwing up so much? (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:12am) «zil» thats what I do. when I get upset I vomit. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:13am) «zil» *hugs* (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:13am) «zil» my left shoe for some listerine. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:13am) «danced with Lazlo» you need to find something else to do when you're upset (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:14am) «zil» well I have the cutting and the not eating, but I think you mean something more positive. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:14am) «danced with Lazlo» right. I mean something constructive (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:16am) «Talcott» yes..something much more positive.. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:16am) «danced with Lazlo» i'm frankly quite sick of people cutting themselves. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:17am) «zil» *nods* yeah its bad. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:17am) «danced with Lazlo» yes, it is. And it gets you in trouble. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:17am) «zil» I'm not alowed to paint at home because of my father, but I have been doing some at a friends house when I can get there. she lives 30 minutes away. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:18am) «danced with Lazlo» *nod* when you leave you can paint (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:18am) «danced with Lazlo» that's another reason to leave (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:18am) «Talcott» He wont' let you paint?! (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:18am) «zil» he thinks I'll make a mess... and he thinks I'm waisting my time. he says I'm talentless. (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:19am) «danced with Lazlo» we've already established that the man is a blitering idiot (Mar 26, 2003 @ 11:19am) « Previous 100 entries | Next 100 entries »
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