That is exactly how I feel.� I remember when I gave him up I walked around for a few weeks and just rubbed the empty place where he'd been just�a few month before.� Now the only reminder is a couple of ugly strech marks and the little pooch that I don't think will ever go away.� Somehow those are very comforting to me.� It is nice to hear that someone else had the same feelings I do.�
Thank you Zilly. I appreciate how kind everyone has been, though I've been, and probably will continue to be emotional, irrational, and even more nutty than I'm already known for being, for a while.